I over analyze everything, that includes when I first meet a new person. I will look them up and down and notice every detail about someone. I will notice what I like about them and I’ll point out their flaws in my head. I’m not one to start a conversation because I worry about how others may perceive me, but that doesn’t mean I wont engage in a conversation. It takes me a while to open up to new people because I can’t just trust anyone. I would advise not to force me to communicate, it will just shut me down even more. I’m very picky about who I let into my life. I hate when people point out something about me that I need to improve on because I already know, I mentally beat myself up over all of my flaws, I don’t need to be reminded on what they are. I’m much harder on myself than most people know. But I criticize everyone. Not in a bad way though, my criticism is always meant in a constructive way, never to harm anyone. I’m grateful if you show me any sort of kindness, but I can very easily spot your wrong motives and I can see through your bullshit. I’m a very good liar, but it makes me feel guilty and I feel like lying isn’t needed in most circumstances, so I usually choose not to lie. I’m a very faithful and sincere person, I’m not the one to fuck someone over. I’m very modest. When I’m in love I may be too forgiving because I just want peace. I can be a very quick thinker, and when something needs to be done I can think of the most logical way to get it done. If I see you doing something not to the best logic, I will definitely let you know how to improve. It’s hard for me to spend money on myself, but when it comes to someone I care about I will spend my money in a heartbeat. I’m definitely not the type to boast, I know what I have and I don’t feel the need to show it off. I love affection and feeling needed, If you compliment me often I will most likely open up to you faster because I will feel more confident and comfortable around you. If you want me to like you, you have to be able to keep a conversation going and keep it interesting. Make me laugh, and you can’t be too into yourself, I can’t stand big egos. Don’t try to get into my mind to quickly, it will most likely scare me away. Have good hygiene and stay well groomed. Pay attention to what I’m interested in. If you want to piss me off, then touch all of my belongings without asking. I don’t mind if someone grabs my phone and looks through it but if you sit there and touch everything in my room it will very much irritate me. I’m a realist, I like to see things as they really are. I cant stand when things are viewed hypothetically. I’m a very picky person, so unless you can put up with it, I would suggest you don’t go shopping with me haha. I would consider you very special if I open up to you because I’m extremely guarded, if I let you in I’d definitely value it because it doesn’t happen often. I will get to the bottom of anything I want to know, whether it takes an hour or months. If there is something I want, I will think of any possible way to get it. I love gaining knowledge, I hate when I don’t know something. If you tell me a deep dark secret, you best believe that I will keep that secret forever. I have a very big heart and I love doing things for other people, no matter how big or small the task is. I’d much rather cuddle all day and night then have sex 24/7. If something isn’t done perfectly, I will re-do it until it’s as close to perfect as possible. I’m not a cold person, I just wont associate myself with you if I don’t care for you. I love friends who will appreciate my thoughtful nature, and wont tackle me with emotional drama. You can count on me when you need someone the most, I put the people I care about before me 99.9% of the time. I’m the most understanding person probably ever created. I like to keep my private life private, I’m not the kind of person to go around telling everyone everything about me. If you’ve made a mistake with me or screwed up, I will be more likely to accept your apology if you clean up your act as well. I am a very immature person when I’m comfortable around you, but I know exactly when I need to be mature. I can’t stand drama or chaos, so I will either ignore it or try my best to control it. When it comes to apologizing, there is most likely a logical reason on what was done, but my apology will always be sincere. If I could change something about myself, It would be the need for perfection. It often gets in the way of me enjoying a lot of things. I’m always interested on how things work. If you need to tell me something, just be very straight-forward and blunt, I don’t like playing games. I probably wouldn’t ask for my opinion if you don’t want the honest truth. But if I really care for you and don’t want to hurt your feelings, I will slightly sugar coat the truth. I like a challenge, so I’m very interested in puzzles and figuring out difficult things. I’m very organized in a messy way. I guess you can say I make a big deal out of small things sometimes. Or pay attention to the smaller details instead of the bigger picture. I over-think literally everything, which stresses me out daily and makes me second guess all of my thoughts. Okay, I will stop there because this is way too long and I doubt anyone has read this far. (:
